I dint say nything, dint move at all…..after a few seconds he opened the door n came in….treaded softly towards the window where I was standing…..n there we were, together, quiet, at complete loss of words, at complete loss of actions….!!!...I was still looking out of the window n so was he..!!
“y dint u say nything…??” it was he who broke the silence….
“I dint say wat…??”
“u kno wat….u very well kno…..all that while I kept talking to u n u dint say even a single word…!!!”
“wat shud I hv said Adi…?? that hey, Adi, don’t u remember me…..I m rini….ur best frnd…dint u recognize me…??.....there was a time when u said, u wont forget me na rini…..so, may be, I expected better than this from u….!!”
He sighed n finally turned towards me, “I’m…..I’m sorry….!!”
I took a deep breath, turned towards him n said smiling, “ u needn’t be….Its ok..I understand…!! ”
The air relaxed a bit n so did we….!!
.....there was a lot to say, a lot to ask, but we jus dint kno where to start from…!!......
“so….basketball coach haan…??.....nice”
“yeah……n congratulations, I always knew u wud mk smthing big…!!”
that was a futile attempt on my part to start a talk…..!!.....we were blank again….
After a long pause he said, “u have changed a lot..!!”
“so have you…”
I cud sense a restlessness arnd…!! Yes, I knew he wantd to say smthin more or may be confess, but I also knew that he wudn’t….!! men will be men u see…!!!!!
“did u ever miss me Adi….??”…….that was ‘me’ at last….!!
to be cont…
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